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Do I really yearn for another r/s? Or do I just miss a companionship.
Is it that I am feeling empty, or am I just getting a lil hungy.
Are weekends really getting boring? or is it just that I am feeling lazy recently.
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Oh GOSH, it seems like I'm leading a rather mundane and monotonous life of recent. Work, Xbox, TV, Internet and sleep. I think at my age, I should really be doing so much more. It really sucks when you don't have a definite aim or objective in life.
Back then, I used to think my final goal in life was to enter the local university. Soon after, that goal evolved into graduating from the university at least with Honours. "Soon after" again, (Pardon me for my limited use of vocab), I started to have fantasies about what I could possible work as after spending more than a DECADE in Singapore's over-rated education system. With a degree in Engineering, I could enter almost any industry I wanted to ! (or so I thought) ....
Maybe I should not think too much, cos often the truth hurts. I will probably continue to live in a lie. At least, false hope gives me a sense of security that the truth will never be able to give. lols.
Do I really yearn for another r/s? Or do I just miss a companionship.
Is it that I am feeling empty, or am I just getting a lil hungy.
Are weekends really getting boring? or is it just that I am feeling lazy recently.
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Oh GOSH, it seems like I'm leading a rather mundane and monotonous life of recent. Work, Xbox, TV, Internet and sleep. I think at my age, I should really be doing so much more. It really sucks when you don't have a definite aim or objective in life.
Back then, I used to think my final goal in life was to enter the local university. Soon after, that goal evolved into graduating from the university at least with Honours. "Soon after" again, (Pardon me for my limited use of vocab), I started to have fantasies about what I could possible work as after spending more than a DECADE in Singapore's over-rated education system. With a degree in Engineering, I could enter almost any industry I wanted to ! (or so I thought) ....
Maybe I should not think too much, cos often the truth hurts. I will probably continue to live in a lie. At least, false hope gives me a sense of security that the truth will never be able to give. lols.