Picture of Celine, Gramps and my usual family. Celine is the new Swiss girl in the house! hahs.

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Sighz. Seriously. I feel kinda vexed at times.... Internship is ending soon, and I see myself dragging my helpless body to that FAR AWAY Island of misery (or better known as NTU)... Taking the sardine-packed Bus 179 , and then making my lonely way back home with nothing other than my ever reliable mp3 songs. Eeeee.. =X

QY don't seem to understand why I keep telling him that I'm currently leading a 'lifeless' life.. Here is why:

1. I don't really have that many friends who I can hang out with.
2. I haven't been playing enough pool.
3. I have not watched a movie with friends for almost an entire era.
4. I have not mustered the courage to drive again....
5. I haven't been playing enough MAHJONG.
6. I find myself watching MEDIACORP tv at home whenever I'm free.
7. I hate myself for not being able to completely let go (even after so long.)
8. I don't really have any particular new target in mind.
9. I want to learn the Piano or Keyboard or whatever, but I feel too old.
10. Ahhh.. Seriously, I just don't feel happy at times. I love my friends. I guess nobody likes the feeling of 'ALONE-NESS'.

I think 4, 6 and 7 are really bad. The others are still solvable.

"Happiness is but a state of mind that can be controlled" ... - B.Eng