Today is quite a sad day.. Why? Well because I got rejected by MSE .. Sigh. For once I thought I could study a subject that I enjoyed. Oh well.. =( Guess I shouldn't have pinned such high hopes on it. The higher the hope, the harder it would be for me to accept the rejection. Life is like that one la... .... =X
The next week is super important to me...
The next week I will have to face two very important tests. They are of extreme importance to me. I have already faced enough failures in my life, I hope Lady Luck takes pity on me this time. hahs.. But seriously, I really need to pass them. I must do it!
Honesty is the only policy i sell...
Today, Tom and myself had lunch at this Malay hawker stall. We ordered 2 plates of fried rice and 2 cups of coffee to go along with them.. As always la, we joked while eating, and after our meal, we realised that it was about time to go up office to work. We walked off the table and commenced work as usual.
Almost 1 hour later, in office, we realized that we didn't pay for that meal la ! .. We were like.. 'What the..! We forgot to pay just now!!' .. This was when we had only two option. 1-Act blur and avoid that food stall for the week OR 2-Return and pay the money .. It didn't took me too long to make a decision. I HAD to return the money. I am serious lor. I don't see why I should cheat the stall of a mere $7 .. I haven't been doing any good deeds recently. So.., all the more I shouldn't be cheating others.. At least that was how I feel lor. lolx, hmm, was I stupid? (I honestly dont think so.. =x)
Am you really the one for me?..
Sometimes I wonder to myself. Just what do I want in my life? Love ? Career ? money? 1st-class Honours ? Of cos, i want all la. But if i were to rank them, I would put love and career on top. Money can't buy me happiness. 1st-class Honours can't gurantee me a job that I like. On the contrary, love would give me happiness, and a good career would make my life complete. But love is not as simple as it sounds.
Everyone talks about love but how many actually understands it? At least I don't.. Recently I have been thinking about something silly. About rekindling a failed relationship. Is that even possible? Or maybe I'm just too imaginative..? Well, I just hope I can get answers soon. I don't like the way my life is right now. Its so messy now. No purpose. No meaning. No point! I need answers... pls ?