i know this is krazy cos i'm kinda very lousy with websites.... guess i've to count on my little html knowledge to try to create a decent blog (which is like a far cry from what i have now) . well at least its a start. now i got what i think, the worst and most boring cum lack lustre blog sites that i hav ever come across. i created this out of depression.. yea, it is someth that comes and goes every now and then.... there are so many things that i hate about myself and i hate about life.. it is just countless. everyone will surely have done things in life that ends up in regret. i know for a fact that someths just cant be controlled... everyone got the freedom to be who they want to be. i can only wait and see..